Sunday, May 18, 2008

Facebook

Ah the joys of facebook. The place online where you can keep up with the friends you have now and reconnect with ones from the past. Translation: the place where you can stalk the people you know but don't really want to talk to on a regular basis and see how the people of your past are doing soooo much better than you.
This past week has been seeing people that I went to high school with and how their lives have turned out so far. Most are married, have great careers, and/or are pregnant. What?! Now don't get me wrong, I am very happily married to the love of my life so I have one out of three. Maybe it is just me. Its not like I choose a profession that has a lot of money or the most job openings, and I really don't feel like Adam and I are anywhere near ready for kids, but it is just weird to see these people that I havent seen in years having kids.
I don't know it is just weird to me. Ill get over it.

Wednesday, May 14, 2008

Jobs

Come on! Now that I am a college graduate I am over qualified for jobs? WTF?
I'm at a loss.

Thursday, May 8, 2008

Looking Forward

Graduation is in 2 days.
The High School job announcement has been put on the back burner until June. Boo...
I have come to the point of not dwelling on it. Now all I can think about is getting a job that will help my family. I have one for the night time, but the amount isn't going to be enough to actually sustain us for a long amount of time. You might not know this, but Searcy isn't a booming metropolis of job oppertunities. This one is going to be harder than I thought.
Now all I can think of is getting to Orlando. Adam has talked about going to cooking school, so I sent out for some information about one in FL. I hope he doesnt think I'm trying to take over his life or future. We will just have to see.
I'm just thinking more and more about the future now. I can only hope that this can lead to newer and greater things for us.

Monday, May 5, 2008

More Fear

So it is the past the date of when I am suposed to know if I got the job or not. Well ok only really 2 hours past the date... but still. The date was on a Sunday. Maybe today will be the day. Right? It can be on a Monday. A day they really are in school? Right? Please please. Thats all I know to say now. Just please.