I don't know what to say really.

I stood up for something today. Something I fully believed in. I honestly thought that I could make a difference and change something, but it didnt happen. Instead I was told that it wasnt fair and I should just deal with it. Then I was challanged. My commitment, my relationships, my desire was all challenged. I cried. Then I stoped crying and tried to suck it up. Who was he to say these things to me? He wont even give me the time of day. He told me to run away from a job I was so excited about. We talked somemore. I tried my hardest to hold it all back, but I couldnt. I cried even more. Its too much to handle really. This is the point for me not knowing what to say do or feel. I think I'll just quit.